Long long time

It is so difficult for me to remember to blog. Of course I am doing it right now because I am supposed to be writing a paper for school. This summer was really difficult for my family because I have been dealing with health issues. I hope that this fall brings better things for us. I am so grateful for my wonderful husband for taking charge with the children and the family while I was unable to. I look forward to the fall and being more of a part of the family again and working hard on my masters. It is going to begin to look up for us. I have faith in that because I have faith that our savior is there and he is watching after us. We are blessed even when when feel that we are not.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TURNER

WOW!! My little boy is 6 today! I cannot believe how fast time has flown by. He is smart and sensitive and loving. He is good at school, sports and making us laugh. I do not know what I would do without him in my life. God truly blessed me when he gave me this little boy!

Thoughts on Reese

I like the MTV shows 16 and pregnant and also teen mom. It amazes me sometimes when I think about it how it is showcased that these teenagers are having babies. I know that I like the show and stuff, but then I think about Reese and what I want her to know and how to teach her. I can't think about it for long without overwhelming myself, but I know I want her to be happy and be able to do anything she wants with her life. I know I want her to experience love and stability, friendship, trust and honesty. I want her to know the difference between right and wrong, and even though I know that she is going to make mistakes, Ryan and I are here for her and will be there for her forever. She is strong willed and independent which I think will be great for her future. She has an older brother that loves and cares for her so much. They are best friends. Even with all that she has going for her, I worry about her and the future. I know that my faith in Jesus Christ and our God is strong, and I know that they will be there for everything. I think that is what I need to continue to focus on so that I will enjoy the moments I have with her now and not worry about tomorrow.